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September 3

“Shock is rarely the response to a life of limited expectations that ends in murder.”

January 17

clambistro:

“Oh yeah, baby, do those needles go all the way up?”
I’ve decided this year I will get a Pinus radiata tattoo because I’m that sort of dickhead

clambistro:

“Oh yeah, baby, do those needles go all the way up?”

I’ve decided this year I will get a Pinus radiata tattoo because I’m that sort of dickhead


August 7

This was nothing compared to the sad pants that Millie became after being spayed on Thursday. She also had a wonky duclaw removed from her back right leg. It had a huge severely curved nail that couldn’t be clipped because it had the quick all the way to the end. It stuck out and got hooked on stuff and was constantly bleeding so that was removed. She didn’t have one on her back left leg and the front two were fine.

She whined and whined and couldn’t get comfortable so she huffed and sighed endlessly for two days. She hadn’t eaten anything aside from dog biscuits since Thursday and has lost a fair amount of weight. I am hoping she starts feeling better soon.

I keep telling her it is for the best and that she will feel better soon but she definitely doesn’t believe me. The cone hardly lasted the day but she hasn’t been interested in licking her incision so it came off and I’ve kept a close eye on her. I can’t believe they said she should keep it on for two weeks. That was never going to happen. I didn’t think it was possible but she’s been even more cuddly since the surgery and she has been curled up in my lap or laying curled up by my neck and it’s been great.

I don’t think I’ve ever loved a dog this much in my life. She’s definitely the best dog I’ve ever had and I don’t know how I would have gotten through the past few months without her.


July 17

dansmithism:

Please help and repost this!!! Here’s to a speedy recovery @jordanfst. Much love brother.  (Taken with Instagram)

Posting about this on Modblog.BME.com shortly, reblogging it here as well.

dansmithism:

Please help and repost this!!! Here’s to a speedy recovery @jordanfst. Much love brother. (Taken with Instagram)

Posting about this on Modblog.BME.com shortly, reblogging it here as well.


July 7

But it’s not fatal… And other MS myths.

Of the deaths tracked in one study, where the cause of death could be attributed specifically:

(47.1%) were directly attributed to complications of MS.
(28.6%) were suicides.

The complications break down further:
(30.2%) were due to malignancy.
(20.6%) to an acute myocardial infarction (heart attack).
(11.1%) to stroke.
(9.5%) to miscellaneous causes.

Knowing that my own brain is playing a game of Russian roulette with every new lesion makes for an interesting life.


July 6

Cleansing.

I was going to put an ad up on Craigslist to give away all of my possessions but then I figured that it would turn into a nightmare. I’ve heard the crazy stories of people ransacking houses and destroying them by fighting over the free stuff, not to mention living in the middle of nowhere would be scary to have strangers coming to the house. So instead I hit up two local communes who are sister communities. They’re about an hour away. Hopefully they will be coming by this coming week to take the majority of my furniture, clothes, knick knacks and all that jazz. I don’t want to leave a big mess for someone else to have to clean up. I have two suitcases that I’m packing and that’s all I am keeping.

Those of you who know me know I have a very rad collection of all things skulls. From candles to cookie jars, skulls banks to napkins, it’s all very very cool stuff and it’s all going away.


July 5

This is my life. Laying in bed hooked up to IV meds at home. I have been having side effects galore, from the disgusting taste it causes to headaches, shaking uncontrollably, horrible headache, (did I say that already?) nausea, sour stomach, extreme exhaustion somehow mixed with hyperactivity but the shaking has me so exhausted I keep falling asleep. Usually after the first dose I feel a little better as the drugs reduce the swelling in my brain but I still can’t feel anything from the waist down. 

I’m going wheelchair shopping tomorrow. I also need to figure out hand controls for my vehicle. I thought there was this handle thing that mounted to control the gas and brake but I haven’t found anything that doesn’t have to be hard wired.

I really wish they had assisted living facilities for people like me, reasonably young, with a kid but just needs help for those “honey, I’ve fallen and I can’t get up” moments. Yes, I know, I mixed that quote up but what can I say. I’ve got brain problems.

Oh and I forgot to mention, that’s Millie and she is licking my feet. She enjoys licking both her and my feet and honestly I don’t mind at all. Must be some kind of foot fetish, right? Just kidding… erm..

This is my life. Laying in bed hooked up to IV meds at home. I have been having side effects galore, from the disgusting taste it causes to headaches, shaking uncontrollably, horrible headache, (did I say that already?) nausea, sour stomach, extreme exhaustion somehow mixed with hyperactivity but the shaking has me so exhausted I keep falling asleep. Usually after the first dose I feel a little better as the drugs reduce the swelling in my brain but I still can’t feel anything from the waist down.

I’m going wheelchair shopping tomorrow. I also need to figure out hand controls for my vehicle. I thought there was this handle thing that mounted to control the gas and brake but I haven’t found anything that doesn’t have to be hard wired.

I really wish they had assisted living facilities for people like me, reasonably young, with a kid but just needs help for those “honey, I’ve fallen and I can’t get up” moments. Yes, I know, I mixed that quote up but what can I say. I’ve got brain problems.

Oh and I forgot to mention, that’s Millie and she is licking my feet. She enjoys licking both her and my feet and honestly I don’t mind at all. Must be some kind of foot fetish, right? Just kidding… erm..

June 27

nedhepburn:

ZING. 

It’s really depressing to think I could lose the health insurance I’ve only had for two months after 5+ years of being uninsurable and mounting over $100k in medical debts on top of what I’ve had to spend since being diagnosed with MS. I guess I should try to utilize the insurance as much as I can while I’ve still got it. I wish these people had to suffer without insurance as well and have a chronic disease.

nedhepburn:

ZING. 

It’s really depressing to think I could lose the health insurance I’ve only had for two months after 5+ years of being uninsurable and mounting over $100k in medical debts on top of what I’ve had to spend since being diagnosed with MS. I guess I should try to utilize the insurance as much as I can while I’ve still got it.

I wish these people had to suffer without insurance as well and have a chronic disease.


June 25

Please vote for BME

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Please help me make it to the final round! 62 votes are all I need and I’ve only got 5 days left! Please spread the word and help get BME into the finals!

Thank you!


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